Love Story - Story after Love

After so long back, I have been writing this Love Story. Instead of saying Love Story, I say, this is the story after the love.

Love Blossoms....

We don't know when the Love will stuck to our heart. But that is the time, you see the real in you. I say, you will live as the real person. And that is special. Because love digs out both the best and bad in you.

The little things always come in place for the queen; the rain drizzles, the moon brightness, the hand-in-hand walks, every things seems too cherish and feel be to live in the same utopia forever.

But the god decides the other way, I know, 99.99% of the love stories will fail. Sorry, the love will never fail, only the people will fail in love. What ever may be the reason,

Whoever the girl I see, You are there.
Wherever the place I go, You stand my side.
Whatever the dreams I dive, You will be with me.
Whatever I eat, You share me the half.
Whatever I talk, your name die at the end of the lips,

But why you have gone, still the mystery for me. Why we apart, still unknown.

Will you come back? Will we re-unite?? May be not in this time, I will re-born the life till I meet you?

I have been waiting for you...... forever. 

Love will never die.

Inspired by Majnu movie...

I don't know wherever I go, I could find a reason to remember you. May be I still didn't forgot you.

I closed my eyes when you seeing me, as it is a sin.
I closed my heart when you near me, as it is already broken.

I was full dead when I can't own you. But I am finding you in every part of me. I am bearing your soul with my body.

These many days I am living like you, as you taught how to be.
These many people I have gained, as you taught what is love.

One fine day, you knocked me. I don't know, what I should do. Those old memories hit me bad.

As it is running, another story forming in my premises.

Some other one shared your memories, but she is bearing my soul in her body.

Now the you in me started loving me in some other one. I am seeing myself in new one, and the you in me trying to change her like you.

May be the love is getting passed through you to me and then to her. But in real, the bodies are their own bearing some other souls.

At last, the pain is shared among each other. And the real you is formed in all our souls to spread the love.

Love will never die...
My kadhal devathai.

Newton's Law of love

Topic -  Love
Inspired by - self

It was the time of Newton, when there was a question why the object falls on the ground. Then he thought, surely there would a force from Earth to attract the object to make to fall on the ground.

Then what defines to make them bond together. Then he came up with the Newton first Law -  Force of gravity.

As per the law, the force of attraction between the two bodies is directly proportional to the masses of their bodies and inversely proportional to the square of the distance between them.
F = G( m1 * m2) /r^2

This also defines the attraction of moon and earth to bond together and also analogous to all the planets bounded within the solar system.

But for me, it also helped to find the force of attraction between the lovers.
Here we go...

Force of attraction between me and you.
F = G( m1 * m2) /r^2
F = 9.8 (60 * 58)  / 0^2
Force of attraction = Infinity
The distance between me and you is Zero, as you always stay in heart.

Hence proved.

This is what makes the lovers bond together.

Lover's mind

Inspired by -  Love
Topic -  The utopia of a lover

Being in love is the best part to any person. But I have seen so many end, leaving them alone.

But, here I want to share the best things that be in love.

1. No sleep
Those nights speaks inner of you. But still donno how they manage the days.

2. Angel
No women will not as gorgeous as her. And every girl seems to be her.

3. Secrets
There won't be any hidings. Every thing will be pass on to each other.

4. No world
You could see the world through her eyes. She will be your world.

5. New name
You would hide her from friends, at least you will change her name in the mobile contacts.

6. More lies
You need to skip the plans with your friends, which make you to tell lie more.

7. Confidence
Love fills confidence,  you will be more brave than before. At least you will thought to hit on someone's nose.

8. Caring
You will be the best caring of the world. After her dad, you will be the most caring person.

9. Mad
You will be crazy kid, you jump, you hide and you play around.

10. Crazy
The one thing in love is,  you will never feel the lose, as everything seems to be perfect and you go nuts too. May you will bring the moon to her too.

11. Patience
Love itself a responsibility and you will learn more be with patience.  Strictly applicable for boys only.

12. Avid talker
Love will definitely make you to learn to share, listen the memories. Later you more become as a avid talker.

13. Pain
Last but not least, you may cry, you may depressed, but at final you will learn to bear the pain.

Note : May be one experience more than above, but I have limited only to these. In the sea of love, I scribbled a drops of thirteen.

My crush on her!!!

It was my crush on her..  But she came late into my life..  No regrets,  I welcomed her with a sweet kiss on her cheek and gave a tight hug. But when she left me...  I literally cried for her. I had so many memories with her..  None to forget. None of them return again.

Oooooooo....  Wait...  She is not a girl...  It was my first mobile. And here is my crush on it.

When every one sneaking out their mobiles from pockets, I just stared at the empty Blue sky. When everyone alerted for the ring tone,  I just became deaf, what to do.. I don't have this tiny 4'' inch mobile until my B. Tech third year.

It was on July 31, 2008. I went to a shop near my town with my dad and uncle. The sales person showed dozen of mobiles, but none of them allured me. But a tiny rectangular with nice flat finished corners in silver colored came to fit in my phant pockets. I came to know, I have a special liking on the rectangular finished flat corners like in iPhone 4s. I bagged a 4000 bucks to the shopper and grabbed my tiny love.

Firstly, what I did with this tiny angel. Yes.. I did as everyone do. Texting, Calling, hearing 4 most-loved Songs. Of course, it have 4MB space.  Err...  You have heard it correctly. In 4MB, I have struggled to keep my most nostalgic playlist. Don't surprise, you also could do it. But not in MP3 format, it should in .AAC format.  Thanks to the technology, it is the format I figured out which will squeeze/compress 4MB to 1MB without noise.

Then that day came as unknowingly..  I damn travelled for almost 2 and 1/2 days and in another 1/2 day, I would complete my 1000 km in 3 days. Under my deep tiredness, mobile has been slipped away. I remain silent for the shock.

Yes... I cried like some passed away. But...  Why?

Yeah...  I have the reasons, my mobile is not just like other, it is my memory box. The first message I sent to my friends Nazia, Rajasekhar etc, bunch of depicted messages by me for each of my friends b'day, My prank messages which I sent like a child, Rare Photos which would never return, all my contacts collected for an year, the recordings of friends voices...  Everything has been slipped away in a narrow cut. My memories can't be get again. I lost it.

This is not kind of adorance on the non-living things, it is kind of love on the memories. I don't love the things, but memories.

Why the lovers got separated?

Inspiration -  self
Topic -  Love

When he is getting wet in the rain, nobody wouldn't find that he is crying. The tears not for the physical pain, it is pain in the heart, because of the so-called love.

What is there in love? Why it would wreck the person's heart into the pieces and shattered around that nobody would able to pick it. From this, firstly, why love has been at lose, and why the lovers got separated? How He could play with the tiny hearts?

Yes He will break the hearts, and he is solely responsible. Then the question is why?

I could see some light in the tunnel. A mirror is like heart. A heart feels the love. If the mirror drops from height and scattered into pieces, does it fades away the image?  Nope, it never. A thousand of reflections can seen. Like, the wounded heart will share tons of love. Because, it knows the value of love.
       From the side of me, if you have through the love, someway, you lost yourself,  you could see the fathom of your heart, literally, you die as yourself and reborn as her. When your heart broken, you know the value of it and you will never make the someone's heart to be broken. The precious of love has been to the side of impeccable.

Like, the magnet never lose its properties of attraction, love never lose its sustenance. Somewhere it will die and reborn to make it immortal.

Love never dies....

Four things I learnt from people (for love).

After so many people crossways through my life, I came across a few people, and which turned out my perceptions for love in life.  Here we go...

First beauty crush:
I have a little crush on a girl staying in front of my home. She looks gorgeous of her age. Later, I hardly stayed in my home due to my studies at out stations. May be after some couple of 5 years, I saw her in her brother marriage. The total shine of her adolescent age faded away now.  Then, I came to know that external beauty is not permanent. Soon it will be fade away.
*Love is not an external thing.

Second childish friendship:
Since my childhood, I have always a longing feeling, that I expect a genuine love from others. In my dictionary,  there is only one meaning for love... that is always true and unconditional.. I am always seek to find that right love(friendship) from others. At that age, I opted for friendship only, not love(which is attraction). But something came in between that didn't work out for me to mingle; there should some rap of 'liking' between the people to go for the next level. I didn't find both fall in the same place, so I left alone.
Above all, my friendship misfires as love when bonding with girls. So, I realised, I am always bad at friendship, basically I don't know to show it. But one thing, I could say, there is a fine thread of love, I am still sticking to it at least when they need me.
*Friendship is a need in deed.

Thirdly, courage:
Your friends list may vary different genres, like mine too.  A normal average guy, blackish in color, had a curly hair, wears like an 70's hero style, proposed atmost15 girls, as I know and still always ready to be in those shoes. An another white skinned guy of nice cut-out, stylised branded wears, always fear at love, that nobody would love him. And his shyness always cost him a weak in friendships too. There I have learn, the love is in courage. If somebody, I would love, I will never hesitate to tell them.
*Courage fates the love.

Lately love:
Lastly, If I really know fall in love, may be I end up like a ghost soon. But, some one knocked the door of true thing and showed that it is not always a safe journey. But, my possessiveness always showed that I am immature in love. Finally, I came to know, the real love is in others happiness. I turned to be whatever to see someone's life to be happy.
*Love is not about in taking, instead it is in giving.

These have turned me, and make me stood what I am now. May be some people turned you too in your life..  Just think about it. After all, Life is memories of Love..

Time = Love

If someone said, time is equal to money, literally they have proved by using the math formulas to insist money is directly proportional to two or three times of time you invest. Then what about love? This given a chance to derive the following formula.

Let me explain about my idea. May be, I am not biased to love this time, but we need to speak the facts. The idea behind to this relation about to my personal concern.

The boy/girl has been in love. It is their starting days of the love.
The love touches the highest peak at time.
Or in other words, T =0, L = infinity.

After 3-5 years, because of their small ego's , misunderstandings, hope their will be decrease in showing their love. Please note, this the test for love. 

T =5 ; L = infinity of love - 1

There will be two sides, either they got married or got broke-up from love.

For Married people,  the love will be zigzag as their common problems in life will test their sustenance. After a few more years, the love attains constant. 

For the broken hearts, there will be sudden decrease in their love, as they want to forget their love and be with the society. However there will be jerks at sometimes because of their remembrances/memories haunting them, but it maintains the constant, not equal to the same value of those successful people.

There is end for the love, at times, the love is constant but never be zero.

T = K L, where K is a constant.

The Love Not Taken

The life always gives two options for a problem in life, like said by Robert Frost, there is always an ambiguity on the road to be taken and road not be taken. He only inspired to write this story.. what love would give two options for a someone, who loved? Not like to use past tense for love.

This thought inspires me to write this story. So, many lovezzz may not end successful, some got shredded while having little feathers, some crossed the hard and burden way, while the rest reaches to the church.

The feeling of love would not give by many, it is someone would crack your heart and show yourself newly and make you live in the Utopia, would bring your bad out to make you pure. That is what love gives you. If someone not go through it, may be you have missed knowing yourself.

             The other end of love, would give you so much pain, make you cry, make you weak by heart, make you not to stand firmly, make you not to think anything expect about her. This pain will always give for every love.

Like in the middle of man, someone would knock your door as a life partner... may be there you have a question for two options...!!!! either you need to go on by keeping her in memories or you live/die with her.

In either way, there is no fail in love. If the other one came in your life, she will be with you in your memories, if she alone come in your life, you are the one who is the luckiest in the world. There is no option to die for her, bcoz, this life has given by your parents, you have no right to give for someone other than your parents.

No die for love, nor her. May be in memories, may be walking side by you....
After all, life need to be go on.......

Why they return their memories after the break up?

The title already have given some hint on the post. So, I am not gonna rephrase it.

But as everytime, I wanna share how this idea striked my mind? I used to see Short Films. But in one of the short story, a love failure story, narrated about the break up. The opening scene itself a lady come with a box of cards, gifts etc., to return to his boy friend, which they exchanged during their love. In the next scene, the guy didn't even open the box and throws it away.

Straight to the point. I paused here, when they decided for break up, usually why they return the memories of love to each other. Is it that much simple to forget their love, if they return their memories??

I strictly believe, love is love, adhu marakamudiyadhu(not forgettable). If they believe that love is forgettable, then may be they are never true to their heart. The true haunts every time in their mind, wherever u go, it will never leaves you. I want to make a note here too, the success of love is the different story, there is 95% of failure rate all over the world. There would be hundred reasons, but after all love is love. Success or failure is not the count for love, the count is only whether you were been through it or not. Thats it.

Then coming to our post, returning of their memories would never change anything in their life. We are just a people right? We may be thought that it is forgettable, but love is a ghost, haunts everywhere. It can smell your presence anywhere.

Adding some more points to strengthen my discussion, after all, we are forcing our mind to shift the focus, but it is unbearable sweet pain to forget. Who can change the fact, that you are in love with some other, you live with them truly, you share with them truly, you believe them truly, you exchanged memories, those will never go off. Never go off. God has never given a chance to clear off it from their own's mind.

NaGA