Tuesday, May 28, 2013

It's my son's love story - Pati

I am 80. I am seeing a blur image of my son who is moving around here and there for searching medicines. It is the time to gulp it. At last he find it. He help me to take the today's dose and give a hand to leave some water into my throat. Later he go out.

I lay down on the bed. Start to remind those days of my son.

It is some where 1980's...

Our Home town is in Vellore, a border for the Chittor district. He come to the town as a teacher in a government school. I think he is around 26. The figure looks like as fierce in his eyes and long mustache as added attribute for his looks. The kids have a little fear to be in his class. Even, my daughter also studying in the same school. But I don't remember when he see my daughter and fall in love with her.

It is a mid-summer. On one day morning, even the dawn is not down, he come and stand with folded hands before me. I haven't seen the fear in his eyes, those are very sharp and spell a few words. As his eyes, the words are also very sharp.

He revealed a news that burst like a balloon. In his words "I am Kumar, working as a teacher in the school. I want to marry your daughter. I don't know how rich you are, I don't care about the caste. Just I want to marry your daughter".

For his blood, it is a nasty thing, but being in a reputable position, I can't stand on it. The anger reached my head. I threaten him with the words and try to send back him to home. But he didn't move not an inch. OK. "Bring your parents, we will talk. You are not the right one to talk in these matters." We cant do much than that. Finally he moved for these words.

The next day same morning, a 40 year man inquired me in front of my house. And said "I am Kumar's father". He disclosed about his appearance here and came to talk about his son's proposal. I just even never think of it. My daughter is about 20. I am shivering how I need to respond to him. I asked him some time for thinking. He went back.

At that time, my cousin's inquired and said it is the best match, we can't even get that match if we search from our side. With the help of them, I grant their marriage and the son-in-law be a part of my family.

In the life's cross ways, I stood single. At that time, my son-in-law stood back of me and still he is taking care of me. I don't want him to call as a son-in-law, he is my SON. Yes, he is my son only.

Friday, May 24, 2013

The Rich Guy's heart

"Is it my mistake to be born as a Rich? Why they cant see me as a normal man. Whenever I tries to be as normal, they are reminding me as a rich and put aside".

This is the grief a rich guy shared.

I can explain my feelings with one more incident. I tried to hang up with all the friends. I know that I have a group that all were from different classes of mid rich and medium. But my intention was to spend some time with them. Money was not at all concern for this. But I tried to arrange the party. I looked after everything. Even I served the drinks to my friends. But I never feel ashamed, before all, they are my friends. The party was over. Everybody was in super state. They are happy. And in turn, I am happy. But I heard what the words I never wants to hear. They mumbled these things after the party.
              "He is the rich guy. He can these parties in numbers of 100. It is not his money". This one word collapsed me. Was it my mistake to be born as a Rich? Can't I eligible to show the love on my friends.

But after all, they are my friends. I never want them down when I am here.

I have seen the guys who become friends with some wants. I can easily find them. I tried to avoid them as much I can. But they gossip as "That rich guy has a pride". I don't understand this world and people in this society.

Being a rich is my fault or giving this functions in brain is His fault. 

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

What is the connection between the 'Heart' and 'Brain'?

There is a huge conversation on Love between the two friends.

One friend ask like this. What is the connection between the 'Heart' and 'Brain'? Does the heart have any feelings? In my opinion, Heart is a dumb machine which roars with the two sounds Lub-Dub. But I still donno how this dumb machine became an important thing in the every aspects of love for writers.

Then after a long thought he continued like this....

While creating the man, God has posing attributes to each part of the body. And he is connecting every part to come under the brain control. But he waited while adding the attributes to the Heart. He has given some special qualities for the heart. "The only function which cannot control by the brain all the times". But the other parts should function under the commands of brain. Like, in coma, some of the parts may wont receive the commands from the brain. And it not all function. But Heart never comes under the brain.
                  Even the heart attack is due to blocking the blood vessels but not due to brain. It's all indirect way.

Then what is the reason for appending the Love to heart?

Hmmm.... okie. Let assume, you are walking alone in the midnight and all of sudden, some one hold you back. You just stuck. Then what are the changes you observe in your body? The sweating comes on my body, the heart beat rate increase than normal. Okie. Suppose, when your lover give a hand to you. And you are in huge pain. Then what is your reaction? Yeah. The eyes fill with tears. The heart functioning is almost negligible to me. 

So, in every happy or pain, who comes in the scene, the "Heart". Even though the feelings are created in the brain, the reaction happens in the Heart.

So, whom I have to consider Hero for the drama. Obviously it is "Heart". The feelings are created in the brain, but the heart takes away the prestige.