Why they return their memories after the break up?

The title already have given some hint on the post. So, I am not gonna rephrase it.

But as everytime, I wanna share how this idea striked my mind? I used to see Short Films. But in one of the short story, a love failure story, narrated about the break up. The opening scene itself a lady come with a box of cards, gifts etc., to return to his boy friend, which they exchanged during their love. In the next scene, the guy didn't even open the box and throws it away.

Straight to the point. I paused here, when they decided for break up, usually why they return the memories of love to each other. Is it that much simple to forget their love, if they return their memories??

I strictly believe, love is love, adhu marakamudiyadhu(not forgettable). If they believe that love is forgettable, then may be they are never true to their heart. The true haunts every time in their mind, wherever u go, it will never leaves you. I want to make a note here too, the success of love is the different story, there is 95% of failure rate all over the world. There would be hundred reasons, but after all love is love. Success or failure is not the count for love, the count is only whether you were been through it or not. Thats it.

Then coming to our post, returning of their memories would never change anything in their life. We are just a people right? We may be thought that it is forgettable, but love is a ghost, haunts everywhere. It can smell your presence anywhere.

Adding some more points to strengthen my discussion, after all, we are forcing our mind to shift the focus, but it is unbearable sweet pain to forget. Who can change the fact, that you are in love with some other, you live with them truly, you share with them truly, you believe them truly, you exchanged memories, those will never go off. Never go off. God has never given a chance to clear off it from their own's mind.

NaGA

Why the moon have scars?

I remember that there are 7 colours in the rainbow. May be, because of their composition, everybody likes RAINBOW. But on an usual day, a query hit me. I am confused to answer when the judge asked me, what is your favourite colour? I don't know, what to choose too. But I like all the colours. But the question came with a condition, only one colour need to be selected.

It is hard for me to select only colour from the seven colours. Because each colour have their reputation, and each signifies it's importance. My mind tricked to answer in a different way. I re- questioned the judge, what is the colour we get when we mix of all the 7 colours in a rainbow. He referenced his books, and after a while he answered it as WHITE. Then it is my favourite colour, I replied.

As a child, ignorantly I answered that White is my favourite colour. But later unknowingly, that became my favourite. As White implies the attributes of Peace (bring down the battle), Sensitive (loses it attributes and it implies the same colour with which it has mixed, like red + white = light red), Impeccable (thirst of reputation, as it doesn't have any scar), General (widely used) . The attributes of white matched with my attributes. In this way, White became my favourite.

Then in the life of white there is a scar. A small scar, and it is black one. The black came into the life of white as unknowingly. The White fell in love with the black, because of his attributes. The attributes defined as, Protest(it can't stand in the place where it doesn't likes), determined and unchanged(it never changes the colour to which it has mixed, red + black = black).

The White tried to saturate with the black. Before the strong attributes of the black, the white doesn't win the race. It has given up all his attributes. Finally, the White becomes as black, by losing all its attributes. But it doesn't allure the real black. The fate is already designed.

Nothing can be done by white, neither it can ask the real black to give its attributes nor it can live with new face. The black scar in the white colour will never go like the black spots in the moon.

Wherever u go, humans are humans...

I am at 1000 of miles at other end of the sea. Actually, I born and grown on the first end of the sea where the respect and importance of relations are huge. Basically I do fear sometimes, when I heard racism on the other end of the sea. That was my fear, when I first land on the other end.

Days and nights are passed on, I feel comfortable to be at the other end. But the debris of fear still have at some of the corners in my body. But luckily till now the wrecked part has not found by the aerial view.

It was a normal day of the other end, the degrees are toggling between the -12 to -18. We almost covered all our skin not to expose this polar bear, otherwise, we know how it gonna leave the scars on our skin.

We have completed the work of the day and on the way to return to home in train. Luckily we got a seat. And all other seats has been filled. The train started his chikubuku sounds in foreign style.

After the third stop, a pregnant lady stepped in with two kids, one in carry and another in the hand- hand. I am just watching her. My mind started to give the instructions how to offer my seat. Before I could do that, a lady near to me, took a chance.

She asked to sit in her seat. She denied smoothly by saying a word 'thank you'. Even this provoked another lady near by to offer her seat, She did the same to her as to the First Lady.

Just in another a couple of minutes, the First Lady stood up and put her hand to offer the seat. The pregnant lady was so determined with the word "no problem". Finally, the First Lady double checked with her and she gave a cute smile without any disappointment.

I just watching this melodrama from past a few minutes. Then I have implied in my notations that humans are humans anywhere. The helping nature, the sensibility are the attributes of the social animal. And that is the only thing makes us the pride and distinguishes from other animals.

A Very Caring Father....!!!

My Prince, open her very little little chweet eyes as very slowly as in a slow motion video of blossom cute flower. A kind of very happy feeling struck in my heart. She is so much much cute. Almost like an angel. This is when she is at a age of 2.

At the age of 5, when she fell down on one day while walking. I couldn't grab her from felling down. So incapable of me. I cuddled her Finally, She cried, I too. I soothe through the very comfortable and unhurt words. I told her as many stories to stop her cry. Even I beat and scolded the ground for making my cutie susceptible to wounds.

At the age of 7, she is very cute with her uncompleted words. She said I want to become "Ringineer" as my dad. Don't be afraid it is Engineer. We laugh loudly but I felt proud of my kid.

At the age of 12, she asked an ice-cream while she heard the ring of the bell. But doctors already warned don't let her to take the ice-creams much. But I couldn't stop myself in buying the ice-cream after seeing her sad smiley curve on her face. I died for that smile.

When she started to distribute the chocolates on her birthday, she asked more and more money to buy the chocolates. I gave her how much she needs. And I felt happy when she asked more and more. I didn't get this kind of feeling even when I got a 10 crores contract.

She completed her graduate. She asked, I want to become Engineer. I let her do as her wish. It is her strong wish, do my wish too. I didn't stop her in any way.

No father should not get this stage. My friends friend inquired about her, he came with a proposal about her marriage. I cried and step out in mid of the conversation. Later for 7 days, my every dream filled with her marriage. But I couldn't do that. How can I send her alone my 24 years daughter and how can I trust the person who is not aware of my child?? I wouldn't let her go away from me.

Finally that day came in my life. I let her go with unknown person of my daughter.

But I am not normal after she went. I couldn't lead my life without my daughter. That affected my health. she came back soon. But she stayed not for more than one day.

Finally father dead after a few months. He couldn't live without her daughter. That is the last sentence he included in his last note.

Why it is called as "Maaya"??

Oops. Sorry if you got bored of my short stories of love. I hope, I know only this and I am only good at these. And my eyes and my heart will always look and easily grasp these things.

Here is my story line, why we called it as “Maaya”( May be called as magic in English). No doubt, I am referring to love only.

While asleep this idea ticked my mind and let my mind to think of it for some time, why we refer love as ‘Maaya’. Go through my idea.

First of all, Falling in love is not in our hands, and we donno when this love bug will enter into our body. And it is not susceptible too. But it happens. It just happens.

And once this bug has entered into our body, we lost everything. Here are some examples, people will live in utopia; the phone calls to friends will decrease; the words delivered will be less; always wear a small curve on face, but huge battle inside; in short, we almost live in a desert with a tank full of beer beside us. May be in the desert it is the alluring one, if we don’t have anything. Why, I supposed it as a beer is, the only two things which makes our world forgettable are “Girls” and “Wine”. Both have good connection.

And come back to our story, and we almost madly adore that person and we will give more importance than any other. 

Even if they sneeze also, the other one will become as a doctor. I donno when they got P.hD in Medical Sciences.

If they are telling any problems, I donno when they learned the word ‘patience’.

If they travelling alone, I donno when they traveled before in the same road and they would fill the safety suggestions box.

Totally, all their nerves and mind will occupy with themselves and each nerve will carry the info of his/her.

They don’t even get a chance to think anything except them, if they truly love. Now tell where is the chance to carry the other info through nerves to their mind. They truly are in drunken state, whch we called as Maaya.

My part is done.

'May' LOVE...!!!

Hello everybody, my last story has created some confusion in some of the minds. But my intention is to bring you on this blog. And I don't have any intention to articulate and manipulate the stories. My intention is good, but it went in wrong way.

Now, I have the clear idea. The only reason why the previous story mislead everyone is my lack of clarity on the story, because I donno how to end it. Anyway, past is past.

Here comes on the way to entertain some folks who supports my writing. Finally, I adore you. And this is purely my fictitious story.

That is the month of May, the season of love. Where I have seen her on a cloudy day. Yes, she almost apt for every quality of my dream girl. I proposed her on one day. But she didn't accept and also she didn't say "No" too.

Actually, "No" is the common word for girls. They never say YES. Hehehe. I Just remembered the dialogues of Power Star "Padaka povvadaniki ademanna School lo Head Master yentra.... Kondaru varaniki padataru, kondaru nela rojuluki padataru, ye ammayi aina padatam common ye, manam padakottadam aanavayiteye".

But I don't know what I have to do now. She didn't say 'Yes' or 'No'. I believe the only creature in this world who can never be understood is "girl", the puzzled one. May be some of the readers will get angry but that is true in boy's mind.

The days passed. Still I am waiting for the response. I have shown my love in and out. But she didn't respond.

Finally I came to know, that she is already in love with other. I thought, my love end in the same month of May.

But here is another twist created by Him. Later, she became close to me. But her perspective on me is "I am good friend". But it is not from my side. And also, I never forced her to love me.

This triangular story has never end. And nobody wins in this game.

Moral : Preminche mundu ammayi vacancy undo ledo kanukondra abbayalu. hehehe. :) 

It's a Journey of Love!!

As usual, this time my mind searches for what is Love?? How it happens?? Then I started to note down the points in love from my experiences when my friends shared their love stories. From those stories, I consolidated the following points in 7 stages. I never experienced love, but these are the experiences of others love. May be, I wouldn't script it properly, but I always welcome to correct me and I value your thoughts. It is a open welcome who have hearts to read it, experience it, share it, correct it. After all, Love is the only word left to share my thoughts.

Here we go;

Stage 1 : See through your heart:

There is no time stamp when the love will starts and there would be no reason behind it too. If any one says it happened on a particular time, believe it is liking not a love. But there are symptoms to say it is love, it is the first time to see her/him through your heart(Find the difference between seeing through the eyes and the heart).


Stage 2: Meets the expectation for affection:

There wouldn't be a particular reason for loving her/him, but there will be one expectation for on-set of love in their hearts, where the expectation meets their own affection. There is no news that love starts at a time in both of the hearts. There will be one weak step to begin a love in another person.


Stage 3 : Initial Steps:

In whom, love touches their hearts first, they start to adore them deeply. They will build 9-store buildings in their hearts with no foundations. The opposite one can easily find especially girls can easily find it.

Back Step: If the girl/boy doesn't felt it, they starts to escape from them. It happens mostly with girls.


Stage 4: They rules your heart:

Until the opposite one recognizes their love, they rules your heart. He/she will show their 200% care and affection on them to show outwards of their love. It is the time for recognizing the love in their hearts for the another one. In this stage, boys are good at showing their unconditional love.

Back Step: They(girls) completely try to escape from the boys eyes. Some of them will force the girls to love them. Their cruel will sometimes leads to personal attack.


Stage 5: No bounds:

It may takes days to years to find/see/recognize the love in another person. Some times it may not be recognized until they are far away from them. It is a proposal time. Once they recognized their love(girls will not tell it immediately), there will be no bounds for them(boys).

Wrong Step: The only wrong step do in this stage is, they forget the parents to tell about their interest in her/him.


Stage 6: Utopia:

They have their own world in love. Even there are 100 people around them, they have their own language, even the silent eyes can communicate 1000 words between them. They fight like a kids, they share all their life to the partner. She expects an understandable heart, He expects a caring person. These are the standard expectations in love. Here girls are good at share everything to the boys. Even they share small things in their life. No one knows how long it runs, until they have a road diversion, their path is straight along.

A few daily mundanes in Utopia:
1. They woke up with greeting of good mornings. If we miss it, girls expects a reason for it.
2. Another call for confirmation that they woke up.
3. While brushing, while getting ready, every where the words travel around until they meet for a day.
4. If they are with another person, their eyes will search for them, once met they smile through eyes, speak through eyes, everything communicate between the eyes.
5. Their heart will skip the beats and experiences butterflies in a stomach, if they cross each other and until they feel comfortable to speak.
6. Once they are comfortable, the ocean of words will flow in their mouths.
7. Boys escort them and cares until they reach home safely.
8. So many words to share at nights may be whole night. It is always the best time for them. Even cellular operates opened up the gates for cutting the charges at nights.


Step 7: Time to diversion:

This is the only one the lovers wont expect. Its time to take a diversion in their way. There will be many reasons to sacrifice their love - inter caste, non-religion, unbalanced status, parents reputation, responsibilities. There will be at least 10 reasons for breaking up. Boys/Girls are almost generate 1000 watts of power during this brain storm.
           All the roads lead to Rome only, but in love all it leads to sacrifice and pain. I have seen only 1% success rate in those people who are aggressive and left all others for their love are counted ones.


I don't have any bad side on lovers from the above statement, but I feel pity on them at least you are experienced that great things(Stages 1-6) in love, be satisfy with that. And Success/Failure in love is not completely in our hands. Because,love will not see whether you are Hindu/Muslim/Christian/Black/White/Brown, it just happens. That's it.